the bar exam is a masochist's best friend...

i really don't know how to feel about this thing...
 
on one hand, i'm SO glad it'll be all over soon.  i have a week to go.
on the other hand, i SO could use another month of studying.
 
i was struggling to remember the tests for insanity today.
i KNOW i need to study corporations.  i KNOW i need to study trusts.  i KNOW i need to study ny practice.  but crimlaw too????
i have no idea how to cram for 22 topics in the next week without going crazy.  especially when i have all 22 topics to cram for in this short period of time.
bar/bri... i know you bullshitted about "it's not a sprint, it's a marathon," but you need to come up with a good sprint strategy.  RIGHT NOW.
 
it's weird.  i usually get really stressed, then paranoid, then completely dejected, and eventually even out to a nice comfortable apathy.
well, apathy ain't comin'.  i looked all over.  it's not due until after the exam.
i think i'm going to have to walk into this thing revving on full-stress.  well... maybe a little paranoia... and major depression.
 
eeek!
 
i know everyone's sick of hearing about the bar exam.
but i can't work until i pass!!!!!!!!!
ARGGGGGG@!@!@!@!@!@!@!!!!!!!!
i SO do not want to be doing this again in february.
 
but i guess, if i have to.  i have to.
 
i told paul yesterday if i had a choice between winning the lottery and passing the bar exam, i'd take the lottery.
i don't think i'll mind being a slothful richie.
i'll volunteer.  i'll teach kids how to read.
and spend lots of money.
we just saw a special on kitchens and baths.
i love those free floating basins... mmm... interior decor.
 
okay... what's good stress food?
i've exhausted my wheat thins supply and i can't eat paul's cheese puffs without getting violently ill (did you know that cheese puffs use real cheese?  imagine that).
 
where's valium when you actually need one?
or ritalin.
 
i'm kidding!  (i'm not doping up, bar examiners.  i swear.  test me.)
 
speaking of doping up...
saw the south park episode where jimmy was using steroids before the special olympics.
today, i took a break and saw the episode with christopher reeves (if you haven't seen it, all i'll say is: christopher reeves, stem cell research, and gene hackman a la superman 3).
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.