so life threw another curve ball... a horrific one at that.
someone i knew in my childhoold is no longer with us in this life.
i wish it was due to some natural cause. that fate intervened. that it was his time.
but it wasn't.
his life was stripped away from him by someone else.
it makes me wonder what kind of a person is capable of such horror.
i wonder if that person has trouble sleeping at night.
paul says that if he's capable of doing something so terrible in the first place, he's probably not losing any sleep over it.
i hope that's not true.
i hope he's laying awake at night, staring at the ceiling, and wondering what hell will be like, since he'll invariably end up in it.
i hope his children know that their father is a monster.
i know i'm not supposed to be vindictive.
that forgiveness is the best way to heal.
i don't care.
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